**💕 Dear 📖 Diary 💕** I *know* I write a lot of these, but I.. (OnlyFans)

**💕 Dear 📖 Diary 💕**

I *know* I write a lot of these, but I really like sharing with you my thoughts and feelings, and I like you getting to know me.. it’s so much more personal :’) and I always think that’s so much more fun.. 

It’s like when you have a crush in real life, and you know about all their ins-and-outs and little quirks.. 

I wanted to write this diary when I woke up today, and laying in bed in the morning is ~alwaysss~ the best, the bed is the perfect temperature, you know that perfect body heat temperature and you’re x10 comfier than when you fell asleep? 🧸

The only bad thing is when the blinds are open and you’ve got the sun blasting in your face 🌞 🌞 and I can barely see lol..

But, today ;3 that isn’t the case, it’s been really cold 🥶 here recently and a bit grey and overcast.. but.. i kinda like it. When it’s sunny outside it’s like the world telling you to get up and go outside.. but when it’s 🌧️ rainy and cold.. it’s like being made to stay in and order food, watch a movie and lay in bed.. so I can’t really complain 🤒

I used to be able to order deliveroo to my house but recently they decided that my house was too far away and that’s probably the >saddest< news I’ve had all year.. i still dream about my favourite hot sandwich being delivered 🥵 it’s crazy to think it wasn’t even *thattttt* long ago that you had to call up your local takeaway shops and drive all the way there to pick it up ;o 

There was something super exciting about going in the car with your parents to get takeaway and picking up a dvd on a friday night :’).. i mean don’t get me wrong, having stuff like deliveroo is super convenient.. but i guess you just get so used to it that it takes away the exciting feeling of it all.. -also- well, convenient because I can’t drive yet 😭 

I took my first -real- lesson 🚗 (without a friend teaching me) yesterday and it was *terrifying* - we just did driving on a tiny little road near mine and he was teaching me how to properly use my steering wheel.. where u feed it with one hand and keep your hand at ten-to-three position 🤓 
It was going well, apart from me breaking too hard.. lol. I think his head nearly touched the dash board when I saw another car.. 😬 

Then near the end of the lesson, I was overtaking cars parked near the side of the road and.. another car came when I was pulling out and I totally freaked out :s
I think he was getting frustrated with me 😖 a little bit anyway, hahaha. 

But, I am determined to pass in the next six months 💪 😈 it’s funny because something im so excited about is to show you my picture of me passing ;3 you know where people take those pictures stood next to the car with their little certificate 📝 ? I want that to be me so badly.. then I can take you wherever I want 😈 

I can’t wait to take you out :’) 
Well- I better get ready and make some dinner so I can take some late night pictures for you again heheh 

Maybe if you’re the person that likes reading these, you can tell me what you’d like to hear about me in the comments below, it’d be nice to be able to tell you things about me that you want to hear 🥰 

I hope you’re having a nice day/evening! 
Luv u - belle ❤