No dick last night, but the day is early. I feel like I can .. (OnlyFans)

No dick last night, but the day is early. I feel like I can find someone today, be it someone I already know or someone new. I prefer new today. I like the thrill of that new dick smell. What about the vagina? Hmm. I would take it if it was good stuff, but today doesn’t feel like a day for pussy. It feels like a day for some 20-something to be doing things to my insides with his dick. I hate talking about it. It makes me annoyingly wet and frustrated. I want instant satisfaction and I hate waiting. I should go see what Connor’s up to this morning. I’m just saying.

I went out with a friend. She is a stripper. Generally fucked in the head, but I like her anyway. She gets high morning, noon, and night. Could be just me, but that seems like way too much getting high. Says it “evens her out.” I say it dulls her out. But again, that’s just me. Getting baked is not for me. I want to feel every fucked up thing I do. Mental stress is part of the thrill and without it, what is the fun in life? Anyway, she is bitching that her latest boyfriend is complaining that she has a small mouth and her teeth hurt his dick when she blows him. Tough cookies. Teeth are just nature’s reminder of who is really in charge when we slip your cock into our mouth. If that’s his biggest problem in life, then he should just head out and find one of the hundreds of meth mouth crack heads wandering the streets. No teeth to worry about with them. They even come with cool-colored lipstick after they huff spray paint. Colors you just won’t find anywhere else. Moving along. As soon as she told me that, I looked at her mouth. It is tiny. No wonder she scrapes the head of his dick with her teeth. Now I can’t stop staring at her lips. I would really like to see her give a blowjob, so I can see exactly what’s going on with this tiny maw of hers. Yes, I have had intimate relationships with her pussy. Many times. And she with mine. But that doesn’t really matter when we are busy licking each other clean. So now I have it stuck in my head that I need to see her suck a dick. I am going to ask her the next time I see her. That will probably be an awkward conversation. Why am I telling you this? I don’t know, but who doesn’t enjoy watching some dude get a blowjob?

A bunch of people have messaged me asking why I continue to let Bob breed me like a bitch in heat. Why? Because he fucks me so good I can’t remember my name or where I’m from. It takes me a couple of minutes to figure out what actually happened. Often it’s the sperm leaking out of me that brings it all back. Ever been fucked like that? If you had, you would know why I just can’t give up his penis. I’m just saying.