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You know what's gross but turns me on at the same time? I see a guy and I want to smell his dick. They just smell so good. I can't describe it. They just do. What do they call that? Pheromones or something stupid like that. Whatever it just swamps my pussy. I'm not talking about dirty, smelly, I forgot to shower for a few days dick. You gotta be clean for fucks sake. But I'm also not talking right out of the shower either. It smells and tastes like soap. I don't know. You get the point though. The same things with chicks as well. I just want to jump right in and take a big deep breath of that wet box before I get to work. I would guess guys kind of have that same urge with chicks that I do. You gotta love how the body works it makes for an interesting day. 

I watched the national news today. Something I don't do often. Talk about throwing out the spin. The phrase "p! ssing down my back and telling me it's raining" comes to mind. Oh well. We elect these people...over and over and over...  

Connor has kind of gone by the wayside. He has a girlfriend now, she's 19 like he is and he spends most of his time with her now. She's not a bad-looking girl. A little thick for me. How do I know? He lives across the street, and I watch the both of them come and go quite often. I admit it. I wish he would include me. I miss his jizz. The massive amount of it that he would leave in me was such a turn-on. It is going to be hard if not impossible to match what his testicles can produce. Listen to me, the creepy old lady watching her neighbor's grandson wishing he would breed me with a sloppy load of his jizz. Some might say I need help. Me, I'm just happy my sex drive gets deeper and harder with each year I get older. So, I'll take the creepy old lady title with a smile.