I thought I was going to suck Connor's dick this morning. He.. (OnlyFans)

I thought I was going to suck Connor's dick this morning. He said he was too busy. Ouch. Wonder if he's getting tired of me. I am somewhat of a pest about it. I'm the whacky old lady across the street, always trying to empty his testicles in me or on me. Patrick will fuck me, but I don't want a beta boy today. I want to get properly bred by an alpha male. It just feels better when a guy is using my holes the way his dick dictates they should be. Call it nature/natural instinct. I don't know. It's just better that way. It's good to be a slave to a man's cock. It just is. I'm not sorry for saying that. Look, I can lift 80lb bags of Sakrete into a mixer and pour a concrete slab...without help. Well, I can do sidewalks by myself. Slabs...I like a few people. I like my slabs like I like my dicks...hard and smooth. Anyway, I digress. I can do more than most men. I'm just saying. That doesn't mean I won't bow down and worship a man's dick, though. I will, and I want to, not for the guy, but for me. I'm a chick. I have a vagina. It's the natural order of things. No matter what the media tells you...it's the natural order. Just holding a man's cock in my hand is electric. Putting it in my mouth and sucking it...out of this world. Having him part my pussy lips and slip inside of me...magical. Bending over and feeling a cock slip into my ass...mindblowing. But I need the man to take charge and do as he pleases with my holes to get the full experience. There is nothing sexier than a guy pulling his zipper down and taking his cock out and telling me to suck it. Especially if he lets me finish him just like that and drink every drop of his slimy sperm, fresh and warm, out of his testicles. I'd rather do that than fuck. It's an unbelievably powerful mental experience for me that I am addicted to. But every now and then, as with Patrick, I like to switch it up and overpower a guy and turn him into my own personal fuck sissy. Just not today. The problem with fuck sissies is that they don't hard unless you treat them like the little sissy bitch's they are. Again, as in Patrick's case. We have already found that out. They are like cucks. Once they get a taste, they can never go back to anything else. Fuck. I have made myself even hornier than I already am. I need a steady guy. I really do.