Ever since I accidentally ordered a dildo that was way bigge.. (OnlyFans)

Ever since I accidentally ordered a dildo that was way bigger then expected and shared it like 8 months ago y’all still bring this behemoth up like I can fit this inside of me.
I’m willing to try but if I do it’s gonna be a PPV cause it’s pushing my limits and it’s probably gonna hurt a little .
EDIT: I added a comparison (with cat photo bomb) cause you said its not huge , remember im.6'2 I'm not your avaerg  5' 100 lb OF model I'm substantially larger .