What had happened was….. it was my fault But I got bucked .. (OnlyFans)

What had happened was….. 
it was my fault 
But I got bucked hard in a back field last week by Ms CocoNut. I’m fine I walked off the field. The bruise is from the saddle horn as I went over it :/  didn’t hurt compared to the ribs and back.  I had to balance keeping up her routine and workouts w resting. 
We haven’t had any incidents since then, I’ve ridden several times she’s very sorry for the inconvenience 🏇🧲