I can finally get my nails done after months of ugly nails o.. (OnlyFans)

I can finally get my nails done after months of ugly nails on July 2nd and my birthday is on July 7th :) 

I’ve hated having dry and gross feet lately, it’s definitely effecting my content because I take really nice photos and then you can see the ugly feet in them and it makes me really disappointed in myself 
I know I have no control over what is open right now 😩 but I’m hoping after my birthday everything is back to normal 

I really haven’t felt the need to get the vaccine because I don’t have any friends or family I could infect if I was sick but let me know if you got yours and how it went :) 

I was going to play Val today and make content tomorrow but Val was down this morning (it might still be) so I took a few photos for you guys 

Idk why but for some reason I’ve been waking up feeeling very sad, for no particular reason, has anyone else felt kinda down lately? 

I went grocery shopping yesterday and cleaned out my fridge though so I have healthy food to eat :) 

I keep trying to get back onto dating sites but like I’ve always said the men around me are too small minded and into poly/hooking up to date 

You shouldn’t expect me to make content with anyone probably ever again actually 

Even if I find someone who I don’t wanna make content with, we just never want the same things or goals, and people are still really uncomfortable dating people who have an OnlyFans, especially publicly. 

I know I won’t be as happy alone, but at least I’ll have a chance. Meeting people in real life and facing rejecting isn’t something I can deal with anymore. It hurts way too much, I’m either attracted to people who aren’t attracted to me or vise versa 

I also feel like I’ve probably already met and experienced more people than most will in their entire life, but I’m only 24 

Constantly searching for someone to spend life with definitely killed some of my soul, but that doesn’t mean I have to let it kill the rest. I don’t need anyone, you don’t need anyone. We need to love ourselves 

I don’t wanna read anyone’s sappy advice about finding someone and not giving up 

Even my “immediate” family doesn’t accept me or love me so it’s hard for me to expect others too. Also a lot of people’s advice come from lives that are supported socially, mine is not. Unless you’ve had an OnlyFans, been doxxed and booted out of your family, contracted herpes, you really couldn’t possibly know what it feels like to be me. 

But at least I have you guys and people to show off for. The only attention I get is for my body so I gotta do better at taking care of it. 

Love you guys so so much 

I definitely realize this world isn’t a positive place full of love and rainbows, but I wasn’t expecting so many people to be so hateful and disrespectful to others. Humans are very selfish, if you can give something today to someone I would really appreciate it. Even if it’s just your time, and your words, I know humanity really needs it right now. 

Or help an animal out if you’re done with humans ;)