I made this video when I took those hairy photos a bit ago .. (OnlyFans)

I made this video when I took those hairy photos a bit ago 

ALSO HAPPY NEW YEAR 

I’ve shaved since then but I wanted the hairy lovers to have this 

I’m sorry I’ve been gone for so long 

I went from completely leaving OnlyFans and not knowing if I was going to make nsfw content anymore, to possibly coming back 
And I’m sure that’s super confusing to anyone who supports me or wants to 

Trying to figure out what makes me happy is something I’ve been struggling with for a while 

I’ve also talked about how the negative side of this world effects me 

But idk if I’ve ever talked about the negative side to leaving content making for so long 

I feel like I am just as depressed not making content as I was when I felt like I was judged for the content I was making 

And that makes sense, if you don’t do what you want to in life because of what other people think, you’ll be just as depressed not doing things as you were being judged while doing them 

I think it’ll be easier for me to figure out how to be myself and fuck whatever people think of me, when im doing what I love 

And I love to do a lot of things, I think that’s why it’s hard saying I just wanna do this or that, but in content creating I get to be a lot of different things and that makes my brain happy 

I really wanna invest more in my content, like outfits and equipment but then I remember there are so many people who are happy with what I’ve been making and I don’t need to put too much pressure on myself 

But for those of you who are still here, how are you? 

I’m also in another lockdown for who knows how long so I wanna spend it doing what I love 
With the people who make me feel the best 

Making content and hearing that I help some of you feel better at the end of the day is bliss :3

I don’t think it’s weird or even whorish of me to think that making men or women excited in bed is a good thing, I like making people happy and people are usually pretty happy when they’re turned on :) 

But yeah I think my days of playing new world 24/7 are coming to and end 

I miss “working” hehe so I’ll see what I can come up with after all this time :)

Another thing I like to do tho that has nothing to do with porn, is making people feel comfortable being whoever they want, so I think if I include more of this in how I go about my content creating, I’ll be able to stay focused and happy this time :)