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Everytime someone asks me "Where can i purchase XYZ B/G video?" my fucking stomach turns...
I fucking regret deleting everything. I fucking regret deleting my whole existence.
I makes me wanna cry so much but i have to stay strong... 0F faced me with a choice, either delete all my B/G content or lose my account and my income.
I chose my account.
I'm sorry for everyone that lost content....i wish i didn't need to do that