I found out my husband was having flirtatious conversations .. (OnlyFans)

I found out my husband was having flirtatious conversations with someone behind my back for months yesterday. And today we moved into a new apartment. Please forgive me but I need to go take some time to be alone and reevaluate my entire marriage and life. I’m completely lost I feel alone and it had been a long time since someone had hurt me this way. I’m so sorry for the lack of content. It has been the most difficult time.