Mini rant: I tell my mother I can't cook today, because I'm .. (OnlyFans)

Mini rant:
I tell my mother I can't cook today, because I'm going to Munich but without Maki this time. Her reaction: "Are you doing something strange again?" I look at her annoyed. "So that's a yes... I can lend you money" (implying that I'm out of money and need to make some quick, because I dont have a job anymore). I SO HATE THIS. Yes, you can make a lot on here, but that's not the main reason I enjoy doing this. Just ruins my mood completely and makes it very awkward. She's all for feminism, but for her own twisted version of it, which is very strict. I even got told off for wearing leggings to work once and yet she's trying to be supportive of women at work. It's just so restrictive here. At least my brother told me he's fine with it if I really enjoy it. Just let me do what I want...