I honestly had some fairly suicidal thoughts yesterday and c.. (OnlyFans)

I honestly had some fairly suicidal thoughts yesterday and came to the realization that my main reason for still wanting to go on is so I can fulfill my dream of living in Japan at one point. I'm doing ok again, but this summer has been pretty up and down for me. My depression hadn't been this bad in a while... On a side note, I got some boob stickers 😎