Thank you guys for being here <3 lil rant I think I've devel.. (OnlyFans)

Thank you guys for being here <3
lil rant
I think I've developed a problem with how I think about taking photos. Like the thought of starting the shoot is so painfully hard but once I'm actually there, I love it! 
It's the thought of getting dressed up in tight clothing in humid as fuck Brisbane. I absolutely H A T E feeling sticky. So whenever I think about how I'll become this sticky sweaty human in tight clothing with make up on feels so GROSS and makes me GRUMPY. Its frustrating as well because I immediately look shiny (from sweat) right after I finish applying make up and that doesn't sound bad but it really shows in photos and makes you look tired. Also not being able to travel for sick shoots makes it boring. You can only shoot in your house with white walls & white tiles so many times lol.

I think I just need reminders of "yeah you DO actually love this... you're just feeling a little lost and HUMID" and to find a place that handles the weather better.
I miss you guys so much and I miss taking photos for you. Thank you for letting me rant about the stupid bloody humidity haha.

 Thank you for sticking with me through everything and being chill awesome people <3