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~ let me tell you about the time when i stopped believing in santa ~
i woke up in the middle of the night freaking out because my mom wasn't beside me. i got up out of bed to look for her and found her in the dining room wrapping presents. i didn't see what she was wrapping. only that she was wrapping stuff because i was too short to see over the dining room table. she saw me and quickly brought me back to bed.
the next morning, which was christmas, the presents were under the tree. the presents that were wrapped in the same wrapping paper i saw my mom using the night before. instead of it saying that it was from my parents, it said that it was from santa. 
i cried for a while because i still assumed santa was real and that santa forgot about me so my parents had to pretend that santa brought me something but no. that was one of the moments that i grew up a bit, matured, and became a bit more self-aware of the world. 

happy  holiday weekend <3
i hope everyone will be celebrating safely or relaxing or doing whatever you want to do.

xoxo, kit