Every time I dig out my hard drive I get lost in my feels. I.. (OnlyFans)

Every time I dig out my hard drive I get lost in my feels. I’ve been reflecting on how mean I was to myself at my highest weight back in 2017. I thought I looked so gross. I would edit and warp the living shit out of every picture of me because I was absolutely ashamed of what I looked like and I wanted people to think I was skinnier. I look back on some of the pictures that I edited and I looked better before the photoshop??? Like girl what the hell you look fine. 
Sometimes I post unedited pictures like these from this era of my modeling and I am shocked every time when people say they love me at this weight. or even that they prefer it. (it’s a little bit rude to tell somebody that you preferred them at a different weight so I don’t recommend that but I understand it’s a good intention)

But yeah
I dont know
I have a lot of shame surrounding that period of my life. Almost every picture I posted online was edited so I look back on those photos and feel conflicted. 
Posting unedited ones from the same sets is a good step I think 

So yeah,  do you like my thicc Maggie era content?