OK last emotional post for a little bit, I know that really .. (OnlyFans)

OK last emotional post for a little bit, I know that really is not what most people are here for so I promise I will go back to just hoe posting after this one. Thanks I luv u for dealing with my shit, I am an emotional lady ❤️

Y’all I can’t even put into words what a relief it is that you guys like me you at a variety of weights. There’s a LOT of pressure In this industry to be the smallest, thinnest version of yourself possible. Knowing that that pressure isn’t really coming from you guys is insanely helpful. I don’t know where that pressure is coming from. A lot of it is probably just from me to be honest, but it is certainly not coming from you guys. There’s always the fear that if you change your body at all people are going to leave you and a lot of people on here have only seen the skinniest version of myself.

The pics in the black undies are from August or so of last year and I was really happy. I was about 15lbs heavier than I am now. The second photo is comparing what I am now to last year and the difference is pretty stark. I’m thinking that I would like to slowly try and get back to about that size. I’ve been holding my weight artificially lower than it would like to be as a stress coping mechanism from law school shit and because I thought it’s what people preferred. I don’t want to scare anyone, I am perfectly healthy where I’m at I just want to be happy too. Now that I know that most of that pressure is coming from me and not from you guys I’m going to try to stop purposefully eating less than I want to.  

So yeah, big thank you for all the support on my post yesterday. I never ever ever in a million years would’ve thought that people would’ve loved me at my highest weight. I even had people tell me that was their favorite set I’ve ever posted. If you would’ve told 2017 maggie that, I would’ve thought you were delusional. Body image issues are hard y’all. They’re really really tough and they’re really hard to talk about. I appreciate you giving me the space to do that. So yeah, sappy post over, thank you for your encouragement 

BRING ON THE (slow and healthy) RETURN OF THICC MAGGIE