I need a vent post like nobody’s business so hold onto your .. (OnlyFans)

I need a vent post like nobody’s business so hold onto your hats. Nothing serious, feel free to skip if you’re not here for my theatrics lol  
I’m just stressed. It’s really therapeutic for me to write all this down like a diary entry lol 

I haven’t talked about it on here yet but my life has been flipped upside down the last couple of weeks. It’s been both good and bad. I got a really cool opportunity to work with an attorney that does exactly what I want to do for the rest of my life and so I took the job. Theyre letting me do my online classes at the office so I’m still doing school full-time but I’m also working. The added caveat that has made things a lot harder for me is that the office is too far away to live at home and commute.
So for the last couple of weeks I’ve been living out of random shitty Airbnb’s during the week and coming home on the weekends. (Don’t worry, my doggies are well cared for) I really wanted the Airbnb thing to work but it’s just night. My last one didn’t have hot water. This one stays 80° and won’t go lower. And I’ve done the math, it’s about the same amount of money as renting a shitty apartment.
I feel homeless. I’m living out of my car and a suitcase. I can’t really go grocery shopping for much more than a meal or two because I’m not staying and the food spoils in my car before I can get it home. The living situation just kind of sucks. 

This is the best opportunity I’ve had probably in my entire life and so it’s worth every bit of stress and struggle but the homeless thing really isn’t working for me. I can’t get out of my other place where I go to school normally so I’m going to sign a second, short term lease so I can continue to work here.
I’m fortunate that I’m able to afford that option because of y’all but it’s just been a lot. It’s fun to furnish a new place until you look at the price tag. 

Going from being a lazy piece of shit doing nothing for the last eight months to working a really complicated And mentally taxing job and being a full-time law student on top of doing content creation for multiple platforms has been fucking rough. I haven’t been taking care of myself very well and it’s starting to show. I had a random panic attack for no reason in a store today. I had a friend yesterday express concern about how much weight I’ve lost. I feel like I’m burning the candle at both ends and somehow finding more ends to the candle and then burning those too. Sometimes I feel like I’m an overdramatic person and so I never know if I’m actually pushing myself too hard or if I’m being dramatic. 

Anyways, I promise I’m okay I just needed to vent. 
I might post a little mini set in a day or two so I can afford a trip to ikea this weekend. I have some stuff for the apartment on my amazon wishlist but some if it is expensive and I have zero expectations. It’s linked in my bio on here I think if you’re interested. If you do get me some thing off of it please let me know so I can send you spicy pictures/vids

Thank you for listening to me vent. I appreciate feeling listened to

PS someone please tell me to chill the fuck out and take a nap I’m so fucking tired