I had three seizures because I checked my seizure medication.. (OnlyFans)

I had three seizures because I checked my seizure medication traveling on accident :,) I feel like such a failure to you guys. So I went 17 hours without taking my pills and my friends have been taking care of me. 
I was supposed to get home today, edit, post, get ready for my birthday tomorrow but im home having to have Andy is  making sure  I don’t swallow my tongue. I hope you guys aren’t disappointed. I promise im trying.

(Editing, trying to make this make sense. My brains static right now. Pins and needles. It’s like tv screen static turned up loudly and it hurts. I’m struggling really bad. With pain)