I've been in my apartment for 30 days straight. Which most o.. (OnlyFans)

I've been in my apartment for 30 days straight. Which most of y'all are going through the same thing. But before confining myself in here I haven't been home for months. I was traveling with little money ( prebooked and paid ). 

Around the time I started this account, I lost my job which was already mentally draining and with this whole COVID-19 thing, I didn't have the chance to go out and look for a new one. 

My old workplace actually wants me back in May, ironic as it is, but I'm not mentally prepared for it. A lot of things have been on my mind and it has been exhausting.

I still want to get materials, do photoshoots and take in commisions.That includes art commisions. But with me not being mentally there, I've definitely put a toll on myself. Art blocks, not feeling pretty,eating like shit, not writing anymore, etc. One could say: "hey, but you're still getting subscriptions?!", true but they go straight to bills. I've been in debt for the past couple months due to a personal reason which wasn't my fault and school fees definitely kicked in.

My landlord has been on my case for paying my rent late as hell. My bills are overdue. My bank account keeps going in negative. But the reason why I'm writing this is because I want to say, that I appreciate the fuck out of all of you. 

This hasn't been my lowest point in life but it's definitely a lesson. I really want to try my best to pursue dreams and create future content.